Thursday, March 5, 2009

My final cry towards my destiny

Ive been so hurt for the last few days-from 27th feb to be precise,
1.job-my teams non performance,my own cases not closed till today,dnt knw it they will happen at all,appa,amma and chithi r trying very hard for me(pl god atleast save me for the sake of them,frm 11 yrs till now-18 yrs they hav suffered because of me),i couldnt bear them toling for me........2. so far ive not considered abt my personal life-frm past june,now i feel so lonely -i dnt knw if i will survive -sethu poiduven polarukku,yaarachum kaapatha maatangalanu irukku,im crying aftr so many days,am so afraid of future,ive told anjaneyar to save me if he also couldnt save me...??

Saturday, February 28, 2009

WHENEVER YOU CALL (Mariah Carey)

Love wandered inside Stronger than you Stronger than I And now that it has begun We cannot turn back We can only turn into one
I won�t ever be too far away to feel you And I won�t hesitate at all Whenever you call And I�ll always remember The part of you so tender I�ll be the one to catch your fall Whenever you call
And I�m truly inspired Finding my soul There in your eyes And you Have opened my heart And lifted me inside By showing me yourself Undisguised
And I won�t ever be too far away to feel you And I won�t hesitate at all Whenever you call And I�ll always remember The part of you so tender I�ll be the one to catch your fall Whenever you call
And I will breathe for you each day Comfort you through all the pain Gently kiss your fears away You can turn to me and cry Always understand that I Give you all I am inside
And I won�t ever be too far away to feel you And I won�t hesitate at all Whenever you call
I won�t ever be too far away to feel you And I won�t hesitate at all Whenever you call I�ll always remember The part of you so tender And be the one to catch your fall Whenever you call Whenever you call Whenever you call...

THOUGHT I'D DIED AND GONE TO HEAVEN (Bryan Adams)

Love is forever as I lie awake Beside you I believed there's no heaven No hideaway for the lonely But I was wrong crazy It's gotta be strong It's gotta be right Only wanted to stay a while Only wanted to play a while Then you taught me to fly like a bird Baby thought I'd died and gone to heaven Such a night I never had before Thought I'd died and gone to heaven Cause what I got there ain't no cure for Ooo it's so easy What you do to me all night angel I never loved - I swear to God Never needed no one, 'til you came along Here I come baby It's gotta be strong - it's gotta be right Only wanted to stay awhile Only wanted to play awhile Then you taught me to fly like a bird Baby - thought I'd died and gone to heaven Such a night I never had before Thought I'd died and gone to heaven Cause what I got there ain't no cure for I feel fast asleep - I feel drunk I dream the sweetest dreams Never wanna wake up Never thought it could be this way No doubt about it - can't live without it Never thought it could be this good You made love to me - the way it oughta be

The Search Is Over - Survivor

How can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me, loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck, it finally stuck like lightning from the blue Every highway's leading me back to you Now at last I hold you, now all is said and done The search has come full circle, our destinies are one So if you ever loved me, show me that you give a damn You'll know for certain the man I really am I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style When I touched your hand, I could hear you whisper The search is over, love was right before my eyes

Thank God I Found You by Mariah Carey

would give up ev'rythingBefore I'd separate myself from youAfter so much sufferingI fin'ly found unvarnished truthI was all by myself for the longest timeSo cold insideAnd the hurt from the heartache would not subsideI felt like dyingUntil you saved my life(Chorus 1:)Thank God I found youI was lost without youMy ev'ry wish and ev'ry dreamSomehow became realityWhen you brought the sunlightCompleted my whole lifeI'm overwhelmed with gratitude'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found youI will give you ev'rythingThere's nothing in this world I wouldn't doTo ensure your happinessI cherish ev'ry part of you'Cause, without you beside me, I can't suriveDon't want to tryI'f you're keeping me warm each and ev'ry nightI'll be all right'Cause I need you in my life(Repeat chorus 1)(Bridge:)See, I was so desolateBefore you came to meLooking back, I guessIt shows that we were destined to shineAfter the rain to appreciateThe gift of what we haveAnd I'd go through it all over againTo be able to feel this way(Chorus 2:)Thank God I found youI was lost without youMy ev'ry wish and ev'ry dreamSomehow became realityWhen you brought the sunlightCompleted my whole lifeI'm overwhelmed with gratitudeSweet baby, I'm so thankful I found youThank God I found youI was lost without youI'm overwhelmed with gratitudeMy baby, I'm so thankful I found youI'm overwhelmed with gratitudeMy baby, I'm so thankful I found you
THANK GOD,I saw U here....i dont knw if u will ever knw abt ths,i dnt knw if u r one of those crushes,but ive never dreamt of anyone-U R THE ONE & ONLY...hmmm...if u ever c ths u will realize tht im talking abt u...will u get back to me once u read ths...the day u held my hand for more than it is needed(i dnt knw if it was intentional...it was not surely)but it lingers in my mind often,whn i drive,whn i work out,and i smile to myself,i wud hav photocopied my palm and laminated it to keep that memory always as such...yes,my mind has never deceived me,watever ive thought has happened,i dnt knw if u r free,if u will like me,if atleast u will be my frnd....my voice goes down under whn i get ur call...hmmm...

HAVE YOU EVER REALLY LOVED A WOMAN ? (Bryan Adams)

To really love a woman To understand her You gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought See every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly
And when you find yourself Lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman You tell her that she�s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she�s the one She needs somebody To tell her that it�s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman
To really love a woman Let her hold you Do you know how she needs to be touched ? You gotta breath her Really taste her To you can feel her in your blood Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman You tell her that she�s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she�s the one She needs somebody To tell her that you�ll always be together So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman
You got to give her some faith Hold her tight A little tenderness You gotta treat her right She�ll be there for you Taking good care of you You really gotta love your woman
And when you find yourself Lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman You tell her that she�s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she�s the one She needs somebody To tell her that it�s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman Just tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman Just tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman.

YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND (Carole King)

When you're down and troubled and you need a helping hand and nothing, whoa nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me and soon I will be there to brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name, and you know whereever I am I'll come running, oh yeah baby to see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, all you have to do is call and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got a friend.
If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds and that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together and call my name out loud and soon I will be knocking upon your door. You just call out my name and you know where ever I am I'll come running to see you again. Winter, spring, summer or fall all you got to do is call and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend? People can be so cold. They'll hurt you and desert you. Well they'll take your soul if you let them. Oh yeah, but don't you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again. Oh babe, don't you know that, Winter spring summer or fall, Hey now, all you've got to do is call. Lord, I'll be there, yes I will. You've got a friend. You've got a friend. Ain't it good to know you've got a friend. Ain't it good to know you've got a friend. You've got a friend.